Skagway and My Future

As you can see by my countdown above, I cannot wait to go to Alaska this summer. I am older and wiser and able to stand on my own just a little bit more than the last time I was there. I will be living in an apartment this year and not with family. I love them but I think this will help me be more social this year and hopefully stay out of a depression. I am so done with school! I absolutely hate living in this yellow house. Everything goes wrong in it and there is nothing that I can do about it. Next year I will most likely be living in the Howard apartments when i return to Thatcher with wonderful people! Just a few more weeks until I am out of here! Hopefully I will be able to save some money this summer so that I can buy a car and get a job next school year when I return in October. Skagway is so beautiful and I look forward to surrounding myself with the lush green so soon!

I am not sure that I want to go to school after my associate degree. It gives me stress and panic that I just don't need in my life. I will be so proud of myself for getting any degree at all. Maybe I will move somewhere cool and get a job at a place like REI and eventually work myself into management one day? Who knows, there is so much opportunities in life and I cannot wait to see where they take me.

Easter Morning

There are some that make fun of religious events. This makes my heart sad. Posting Happy zombie Jesus day is not funny. I am sad for you. Here on conference morning there are those choosing good decisions and those that are not. I find the opposition in everything so interesting. I saw the Easter Pageant this last Friday and I was shocked at the little amount of protestors at the temple. The foundation of righteousness stands strong. My heart weeps for my friends that I see going down the wrong paths. I am not perfect and I know that but I am trying. Can't you see that your choices are snowballing for the worse? I am trying to choose the path least chosen. I want to be better. Lord please help me to choose the right and to be an example and means for others.