So Much To Do

I am planning for this summer and trying to work out the details of simply living. I would like to get to the point where I am self sufficient but it feels like that is so far away. I need to figure out where I am living next school year and what I am going to take in school. Then I have to decided what I want to do with myself after I get my associates degree. I don't know if I want to try for a bachelors degree but I know it is the smarter option. I just hate school so much. What do you do when you are torn apart on the inside. I have many choices to make in life. Sometimes it feels like it would be easier to be told what to do but that completely goes against everything I stand for.

I am starting spring break right now. I just had my last class which had the only midterm I have this semester so we will see what I get. I did not study as much as I should have but hopefully I didn't fail. I need to take school more seriously but it is hard for me to do. Then I think about it and I wonder if it is really easy for anyone. I am going to go enjoy my spring break and go pack for the renaissance festival and the rest of break. How fun.

P.S. My fish Disco Pete died a few weeks ago...am I turning into Mary Ann!?! jk

Laugh

Today I went to take a nap on the grass with friends. We took out a blanket and laid it in the shade on our school campus. We did not end up sleeping but it was a blast anyways! We talked about random memories and other such fun stuff. The weather is so wonderful out today. There were lots of tickle fights, which is kinda not always fun for me because I'm not ticklish but it was fun today! We tried to shove grass in each other's mouths and succeed a few times. It was hard because I open my mouth when I laugh and when people are sitting on top of you trying to shove grass in it, it becomes even harder! So I tried not opening my mouth and it went up my nose making me laugh even more. We played a game where you lay your head on a friends stomach and create a chain of heads on tummies and then you laugh and your stomach moves up and down making the person on you laugh. Anyways I am having a game night at my house tonight and I am excited. I love hanging out with friends! :D It makes me happy!

Life

What am I going to do for the rest of my life? I have no idea! There are sooo many options and I am kinda freaking out right now with all of life's decisions. I am going to Alaska this summer and I already have a job. I cannot wait! But I do not know what to do after that. Should I go on a mission? should I buy a car and find a full time job to pay it off? If i buy a car what kind should I get? A nice one that will last me a long while or a cheap one that I can pay for easily? There are so many choices and I am so unsure about everything thing right now. GAH!

So I am dancing at the Renaissance Festival every weekend and while I love doing it, it takes up so much time and I am at a loss for time. My fish died this last weekend when I was gone and thank goodness my roommate was there to dispose of Disco Pete. I miss having animals around me. I miss Missy, the cat that lives at my parents house. I want a female weimaraner dog and name her daisy. I have recently decided that sunflowers are my favorite flowers right now.

Love

I love you guys! yes you the ones reading my blog! ;D

College: Year Two!

I cannot believe the first semester of my sophomore of college experience is almost over! Where has all the time gone? I have so much that I want to do with my life and so much to learn. Here is what I have been doing thus this school year:

Summer Time

I have been just enjoying my summer with friends. It is nice to see them again, but at the same time i miss my college friends. It is hard growing up and realizing that I will never see some of these people again. I go back to school in about a week and half and I cannot wait. I am ready to get my second year of college over with!! I really want to go back to Skagway next summer. I have bittersweet feeling about not going this summer, but it probably worked out for the best.

So last night I went to a friend's friend's friend's house, lol, and the guy had a corn snake. I have decided that it will be my goal to catch one in Thatcher, where I hear they are.... We will see how this turns out. If any one knows of a 20 gallon tank I could have or buy really cheap let me know! I do not understand why people, girls particularly, are afraid of corn snakes. They are completely harmless and super cute! Although I do not like them with red eyes...there is just something a little freaky about that. My mom says I cannot have one and it will be hard when I go to Skagway next summer. But I have been wanting a pet for quite sometime now. I would love to get a dog but they are a little high maintenance and a cat would be nice too but again too hard for a moving college student to have. So I have decided that a corn snake is the thing for me right now!

Need To Post

I chopped all of my hair off!

Me and my roommate Lura doing the new Arbonne masks. They BURN!

We climbed this really tall wall and took tons of pictures.